My body still waking up at a normal time hours even though it is a holiday, sorry not a holiday, but THE holiday. This is the time that I am waiting after a full school year, they called it a well-deserved break. 

But my first week full of organising, cleaning up stuffs and helping my sister who got sick because of the dengue fever. And this is my first time who really can do a self reflection and contemplation because I am too tired and overwhelmed. Not too mention the plumbing problem that made so much effort to do the dishes and laundry. The reason why is that, I did all the things by my self. I don't want to be drained too much. I need to slow down and take a step back for all the 'small things' that happened, it is surely small I need to be smart to find the solution.

The distractions here came from so many aspects, many areas, many ways. I don't know how important is to manage distractions, this skill right here, I hope to teach my children to learn it earlier. The easy distraction comes from how easy is to get the things that we enjoy, a one way click of watching a 40 episode of Netflix, a finger tips of strolling down the lane your Warriors Championship story, your willing to add more skills in to your resume, dealing with deadline, helping husband to build brands, thinking of how to lose weights while other things like dealing with daily house hold chores, what to cook or even order for today, what to play with my children and also how to support my husband in every way. 

I know I need to push the pause button. I need to step away and look from outside. What should I do things differently, I still need 7 weeks before the school start. This post is a big matter. I hope to share a good thing for the next post.

Love

hunz

- Malas bercerita dan merangkai cerita.. hehe

- Kembali ke sini karena sedang lagi staycation semalem, trus gak bawa ipad buat gambar (sengaja menikmati sesuatu yg berbeda), gak bawa note book buat nulis (sengaja juga) dan saya sudah terlalu bosan memasukan segala informasi yang ada di dunia si Maya sana. 

- Dunia sudah sangat berubah blogger, sekaran perubahan sangat sangat cepat.. dulu platform seperti blog bisa bertahan puluhan tahun, skrg sesuatu yg baru pasti di ikuti dengan saingannya, jadi ya capek sih ngikutin semua orang.

- Blogger sudah tidak trend, karena orang orang sudah mulai pindah ke sesuatu yg ringkas seperti instagram.

- Orang orang sudah tidak appreciate easy comunication, semuanya sepertinya mudah cepat dan "murah."

- Ada orang yg tidak pernah kena covid sama sekali dalam waktu 3 tahun, ada yg 3 kali kena dalam jangka waktu 3 tahun, saya yang terakhir. Never been easy. Too long to share.

- Otak saya emang random penuh dengan poin-poin yang berterbangan yang harus di tangkap satu satu.

- Jangan lupa dihitun keuangan hunz.

- Jadi han, udah mau nambah umur lagi nih, jangan lupa, it's not all about you hunz! mau semua orang menggembor2kan self-love, tp sebenarnya when you don't think too much of your self, instead for other people (genuinenly for other people who in needs, bukan karena biar mereka suka or seek for their validation) when you do that, shows that you already FULL of yourself that you want to do more. 

- Ohya, kemarin bertemu dengan sekelompok nenek nenek dan kakek kakek, mereka having so much fun! kind of nenek dan kakek yg bukannya gaul dan merasa muda, justru mereka terlihat lebih muda karena mereka so happy and having so much fun. Mereka lucu foto2, gak bawa keluarga or cucu cucu mereka, tapi kaya satu pertemanan gitu. In my mind, I will enjoy this phase of my life! taking care and getting so busy with my children. Saat melihat mereka dan berandai, kalau nanti seumuran mereka mungkin MJ dan Leica lagi kuliah di luar negeri, or sibuk dengan kegiatan mereka masing - masing. So, I will ENJOY and APPRECIATE every little things with them. 

- Yaudah gak usah kelamaan nulis, semenit lagi jam 6. Mau muter muter dulu, trying to enjoy life and breath fresh air!

Love you teman teman..

xoxo

hunz